Saturday, May 28, 2016

Faith Outreach: Part 1 The Pathfinder

Map of the Surat Thani Province
            This is a story of faith.  It’s a story of learning how to grow in faith by trusting God for literally EVERYTHING.  It’s a story of learning how to hear and discern God’s voice when direction from Him is necessary.  This story took place in South Thailand during weeks 8-10 of my YWAM DTS (Youth With A Mission Discipleship Training School).  This is the story of my 19-day Faith Outreach.

            We didn’t know where we would be going until we were given the bus ticket after arriving at the bus station.  There were 7 of us.  We were not allowed to bring smart phones or any device that could access WIFI.  We had two ‘dumb phones’ that were used for emergencies and reconnecting if we split up. We had no contacts and no chance to do research.  We were going blindly by faith to a city none of us knew, a city none of us had been to, trusting God would make the connections for us.  That city was Surat Thani, Thailand.

At the bus station waiting for the bus to arrive


We were given a budget of 50 Thai Baht ($1.65 USD) per person, per night for sleeping, 40 Baht ($1.30 USD) per person per meal (breakfast was ramen noodles and toast with jelly), and 20 Baht ($0.70 USD) per person, per day, for transportation.  We had to trust God to stretch our finances and multiply them to provide our needs during these 19 days. 

The Friday before we left we had intercession prayer for the outreach.  During the time we received words and visions from God.  We saw,

Walking through the market

     -a fruit market
     -twinkling lights
     -an old lady with a basket
     -a grandmother, mother, and child together
     -patience, don’t feel rushed
     -work together
     -waterfall with kids playing in it
     -follow Jesus no matter where He leads
     -a foggy place with us holding hands together
     -be positive and selfless

Except for the waterfall we saw and experienced all of these things within the first 2 days.  Even though we didn’t make any connections the first day we were confident that we were right where God wanted us.

DAY 1:

Upon our arrival we prayed again about what to do, got some more visions (which we saw while walking around) then split up for a couple hours to check out the city center around the bus station.  We found a market to eat at and some of the things from our vision Friday.  After dinner we walked to a pavilion near the fruit market to worship. While worshiping a grandmother, mother, and baby walked into the pavilion to rest.  We couldn’t believe it!!!!  Some of our Thai members went to speak with them and she lead us to a cheap hostel. 

After the worship the leaders decided to take us to a hostel for the night to get a good rest.  Most of us were looking forward to sleeping in the pavilion but the rest was good. It was 200 Baht per person for the night, which ate up 4 days worth of sleeping money, but we were trusting God would provide what we had left to spend.

The fruit market I saw in my vision

DAY 2: 

            After a good nights rest, with air conditioning (something we don’t have at our DTS base) we prayed again asking God for direction.  During this intercession time we saw,

The Pharmacy run by the
pastor's son and daughter-in-law
-a river flowing through the door of the room we were praying in and that river was the Holy Spirit
-a bakery
-a staircase on the outside of a building
-a white curtain
-business run by Christians
-walking two by two 


            After our prayer we split up into groups of two to make connections and talk with people about the culture of the city.  During that time we found some more things from past intercessions we hadn’t yet seen, confirming again we were right where God wanted us.  We also went to talk to churches we found in the city from our first day of exploring. Then we came back to debrief. 

            Two of our leaders shared about an experience they had at one of the churches they visited.  The pastor was not there so they were given her phone number. But as they were leaving she walked into the church.  Even though she was busy she sat and listened to our story.  Then, without being asked, she said the church had enough room for us to sleep and offered shelter in the residence of the church for as long as we liked, no strings attached. 

We were so excited and couldn’t believe it when we heard!  We wanted to accept it but also wanted to make sure it wasn’t our own will desiring a place to rest our heads.  All of a sudden I looked up from where we were discussing and saw a staircase outside a 3-story building with a white sheet hanging from the side and a bunch of birds flying above the building.  We took that as a sign from God.  The other sign was the name of the church, “Stream of Life Church.”  All of these things matched the vision we had received from God that morning. 

When we got there we saw the church was next to a river with a bridge going over and we slept on the third floor of the building.  In the guys room was a sleeping pallet and 3 beds.  This matched a dream one of our members received the night before we left for outreach.  Other situations that corresponded with our visions were there was a bakery near the church and the son and daughter-in-law of the pastor of that church own and run a pharmacy business!!  All the visions from that day we prayed at the hotel were met with the Stream of Life Church!!!

Cooling off in the air condition with my little brother

The girl's room at the church

DAY 3:

            The first morning at the church we had intercession asking God what we were to do with the church connection we made.  We prayed again and got,

The night market with the twinkling lights

-be a blessing
-a broom and mop dancing and singing
-pray for the leaders of the church
-listen and don’t be stubborn
-a church on wheels

            We went to the leaders and asked what they had for us.  They invited us to go do evangelism at the two local universities in the city.  They told us about a discipleship camp they were going to have for the college students at the church.  The also asked us to lead and speak at the college cell group.  We said yes.  During evangelism we invited students to come to the camp.  One day at the mall one lady some team members spoke with came to know The Lord and we were able to connect her with the church. 

The camp lasted 3 days and 2 nights and also went really well.  The youth had a great time and said they felt very encouraged after! The staff also felt the same way.  We played games and had opportunities to share testimony and speak to them.  During this camp we took the youth to a clear spring that had a waterfall fulfilling the vision of the waterfall. 

            This church is located in a part of Thailand where only 0.2% of the 1.04 million people are Christian (that’s 2,080 Christians).  They are busy doing outreach, and evangelism in the city and throughout the province; partnering with other churches, discipling, and church planting.  Each Sunday they average 2-3 new converts a week.  Since they are so busy, without a lot of time or money to take care of the church, the church is dirty and hasn’t seen a good cleaning in quiet a long time.  We had several opportunities to help clean the church for them.

Connecting with college kids at the university

At the springs/waterfall with the college camp students

The girl who received Jesus 
DAY 12:

            After camp we decided to pray again about what God was leading us to next.  This intercession time left the group extremely confused and torn as to what direction we should go.  Half of us felt like we needed to stay and half of us felt like we needed to go.  We prayed 2 times in the morning, took a lunch break, and then prayed again in the afternoon.  In our prayer times we got,

Teaching the Hokey Pokey to 3 year olds!
            -remote village
            -dirt pile
            -Baan Don (the name of another church in the city)
            -children in a building (either a school or orphanage)
            -the word ‘ask’

            Because of these visions we thought maybe God was calling us to leave the church and go to another place but some people really had peace about staying.  Then we wondered if maybe God was calling us to stay there but work in a different ministry within the church.  We hadn’t done anything with the kindergarten vision yet and it came back up so maybe there was something there.  We also had no idea if the church even had anything else for us to do.

            Our main leaders came back that afternoon to see what was going on and try to help us.  Little did we know the day before the church called and asked them if we would be interested in going to a remote village to do ministry work at a church plant of Baan Don church.  We would work with kids, teaching English and leading a bible study.  Also, they had a couple kindergartens for us to teach English at and an orphanage they wanted us to visit.  

The leaders didn’t want to tell us because they knew we were going to pray about it and didn’t want the information to sway our praying and asked the leaders of the church to wait till after we pray.   

Everything matched up with the visions we were given for that day but we couldn’t understand why they seemed so conflicting because we didn’t understand the big picture.  Fortunately they were not conflicting to God!  He knew and was leading us even though we didn’t understand.  He brought the two parts of the plan together and with that came understanding.  God is a God of clarity, not confusion.  If something doesn’t make sense and we ask for Him to help us understand He will and He did.   

At the orphanage

At one of the kindergarten schools 


We ended up staying with the church 18 of the 19 days we were in Surat Thani.  Before this outreach we had no connections in this province and now we have many connections.  It was a great time of building relationships, discipling, encouraging one another, blessing each other, serving one another, and growing in our faith as we experienced it ourselves and shared the journey with the church.  In the end we had 3,000 Thai Baht ($90 USD) left over from our budget and were able to bless the church financially with it.  It might not be much but it’s money that was left over in faith and I am sure will be used the same way.

Goodbye dinner the church hosted for us

One last picture in front of the church before heading home

Sunday, May 8, 2016

The Power Behind A Name

         This month marks my 1 year anniversary for living in Thailand and what a roller coaster it has been.  ONE WEEK after my arrival to Thailand I was in a motorbike accident that broke my shoulder in 6 places and left me totally dependent and at the mercy of others to do basic things for me such as getting to language class, braiding my hair, eating, or taking a shower.  But God poured out His love to me through the kindness of strangers and acquaintances and I was able to make it through. (Romans 5:3)

            After the accident I was in the hospital recovery room for 5 days.  After that I had to go back for check-ups and therapy several times a week for over 3 months.  The nurses at the hospital were some of my first friends in Thailand and we became very familiar with each other.  They would come hang out with me in my room and I had many opportunities to share why I was there and about Jesus. 

They loved the fact that I was studying Thai and so I wouldn’t get behind in school they offered to help me.  After a couple days some of the nurses asked if I wanted a Thai name! I couldn’t believe I was already getting a Thai name so quickly and I gladly accepted.  They thought about it for a little bit then came back to tell me the Thai name they came up with.

          My Thai name is Jow-Ying, which translates to Princess.  I accepted the name but in the back of my head wondered, “Why on earth would they give me that name?”  One of my teammates jokingly said it was because I acted like a “high-maintenance” princess but I knew there was something in me they saw that caused them to choose that name and I was curious as to why.

Fast forward to this past week at DTS where we learned about the Kingdom of God (Matthew 13:11).  During Workshop Night we had the room dark and lite with candles.  There were several booths we could go to and one of the booths was set up with a full-length mirror.  On the top of the mirror it said “Who I Am In Christ” and around the sides were bible verses related to that topic. 

            While looking into this mirror I realized how special my Thai name is.  God spoke to my heart that it wasn’t given to me by accident.  God knew what I was going to face this year and He used those non-Christian ladies who didn’t know me well; to give me a name that literally describes how God see’s me and who I am to Him! (Romans 8:14-17)

I’ve had a hard time seeing God’s love for me and trusting His plan through all of these trials I’ve been facing this year.  Since life this year has been tough God has used this name constantly to remind about who I am in Christ and how special I am to my Father, The King of Kings.  Nothing can separate me from His love for me, including all this physical, spiritual, and emotional hurt and pain I’ve experienced from this past year. 

            Not only that, but every Thai person I have shared my name with adores this name.  Many of the girls I worked with would say things like, “I want to be a princess too!” and I would tell them, “you are a princess!”  They would smile and blush then we would call each other princesses and talk about how much we are loved by God and how special we are too Him. 

This name brought so much love into the lives of so many who have come from hopeless situations and found themselves in the loving arms of the King of Kings.  It gave me many chances to explain to believers and non-believers alike about how God sees His children and the privileges we receive by being His children.    

            Every single person on this earth has been given an opportunity to be a prince or princess of the King of Kings yet some choose to live outside of that inheritance.  Some choose not to have a relationship with the King of Kings.  They choose to believe that He doesn’t exist and turn their hearts to something else.  Because of this they never gain their chance to fulfill their purpose in life, to spend eternity with Him, and to be recognized as a prince or princess.  God didn’t create hell for these people but because they choose to reject Him they choose to forfeit their inheritance spending eternity separated from their loving Father and Creator in a place that was never made for them to begin with. 

            Believers, you aren’t exempt either.  We can also deny our title.  This whole year I had the Thai name Princess yet I continued to live in defeat as a victim of “stinking thinking” that the enemy Satan constantly feed into my mind.  There are so many believers who live defeated in this world! But God has given us victory for every battle we face.  We have the tools to live victoriously we just need to receive them, pick them up, and use them!!  Stop using your own crappy tools that get you nowhere except feeling more defeated.  (1 Peter 2:9-10)

            So my question for you today is this, have you chosen the title you were created for?  If so, are you living out your title with victory or are you living in defeat?  The King of all Kings is a gentleman.  He will not intrude in your life.  He wants to be in a loving relationship with you but the choice is yours!  He wants to defend you and carry you but cannot do so if you don’t trust Him.  What choice will you make?