I feel my time in Korea is coming to an end. Unless the Korean Peninsula unites between now and when my contract ends in 5 months I probably won’t be staying in Korea. There is nothing keeping me here at the moment. Grant it, things are getting MUCH better at work, but this appealing change isn’t necessarily strong enough to keep me here.
Next week I go on my vision trip to Thailand and I’m not as sure as I once was about that decision either. Everything is so up in the air at the moment. Opportunities in other places have been popping up right and left lately and every one of these opportunities is extremely appealing to me.
At the same time, the idea of just going back to the States and finding my place there again is also appealing. While I love living abroad and don’t want to settle for just moving back to America, living oversees is very stressful at times and I’m tired. I honestly need a break! Doing things abroad is so much more complicated than it is in America and that’s not even counting the language barrier. I wonder if I remember how to survive in America. Two years is a long time.
This next week I’m in Thailand, I’m looking forward to spending a lot of time meditating in prayer and the Word, figuring out what my next step is. I’m pretty sure I have narrowed it down to one thing, and that one thing is something that has kept coming back to me every since I finished school in 2010.
We shall see where I end up. Who knows? Things could always change at anytime. My life is not mine. What’s meant to be will always be. Nothing is certain. For now I ask for your prayers as I get ready to make another big decision. It will need to be made by the end of October so I got some work to do.
Thanks to all of you who have followed me on this journey and will continue to do so, praying for and encouraging me along the way. I’m so blessed! God is good!